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Created on 2008-04-26 11:42:35 (#15454426), last updated 2010-01-02
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Basic Info| Name: | onlybloodleft |
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| Birthdate: | 1990-06-04 |
BioBite the hand the feeds,
Kiss the hand the kills,
Beat the face that loves,
Caress the face of Hell,
Break the hands that pray,
Hold the hands that fuck,
Before you try your dead,
Next time you won't wake up,
Bottles, pills, and bones-
Razors and no home
Shutting out love that's true.
Open yourself--veins; cold and and blue.
Misery, anger, loss, and despair.
The odor of smoke, chemicals, and sick in your hair.
I can see through your flesh,
Inside, only death.
Yellow and blue, and cool to the touch--
But that won't stop you from chasing "the rush"
You have lost the control you thought you had had
To the lines on the mirror, made of a plaid
Inhales are strong, a white surge, things move fast,
A ghost on the table; you know it won't last.
The only blood left comes from your nose.
Eating you alive is a playground of crows.
Hate, pain, piss, and shit.
Crawling around in your self-created pit.
You can't feel, you can't love, you're numb to it all,
Watch your step, child, it's your dreams that will fall.
Fuck the stars and remembering--the now and the past.
It came and it went--life happens fast.
Fuck the plans and your hope and the chances you missed,
Fuck yourself and the blade, the write "hate" on your wrist.
-ERO
"Do what you can, with what you have, where you are."
-Teddy Roosevelt
Kiss the hand the kills,
Beat the face that loves,
Caress the face of Hell,
Break the hands that pray,
Hold the hands that fuck,
Before you try your dead,
Next time you won't wake up,
Bottles, pills, and bones-
Razors and no home
Shutting out love that's true.
Open yourself--veins; cold and and blue.
Misery, anger, loss, and despair.
The odor of smoke, chemicals, and sick in your hair.
I can see through your flesh,
Inside, only death.
Yellow and blue, and cool to the touch--
But that won't stop you from chasing "the rush"
You have lost the control you thought you had had
To the lines on the mirror, made of a plaid
Inhales are strong, a white surge, things move fast,
A ghost on the table; you know it won't last.
The only blood left comes from your nose.
Eating you alive is a playground of crows.
Hate, pain, piss, and shit.
Crawling around in your self-created pit.
You can't feel, you can't love, you're numb to it all,
Watch your step, child, it's your dreams that will fall.
Fuck the stars and remembering--the now and the past.
It came and it went--life happens fast.
Fuck the plans and your hope and the chances you missed,
Fuck yourself and the blade, the write "hate" on your wrist.
-ERO
"Do what you can, with what you have, where you are."
-Teddy Roosevelt
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